Hellos, I'm Dave. Lady Texan who loves everything.
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It’s been a dumb day
I was up almost all night because I was in so much pain, then I slept until almost 1, and was woken up by my mom taking my laptop out of my room for my uncle to use, which he ended up putting a virus on because he downloaded shit but then tried to deny it even though I saw him on piratebay. I fixed the problem and backed everything up just in case. I was given a hard time or teased because I slept so long even though I didn’t fall asleep until almost 5 in the morning. Then it wasnt even’t 4 and I fell asleep again until about 20 minutes ago because I felt like shit
And I just want to have an enjoyable evening. Please. Maybe? Uradhjfkdflfjbg
Exhausted. Fully intended on sleeping at a normal hour tonight.
My body does not want me to sleep.
I really hate doctors
While I was at my primaries office, I got a message from my neurologist. Good news, my MRI came back normal. Bad news, that means we dunno what’s wrong with me. And. “He reports he has no neurologic diagnosis for you. Therefore, he advises you don’t return and to utilize your primary care physician.”
Basically: I don’t know what’s wrong with you so I’m not even going to bother cause I used all my two ideas up this is too hard for me have a nice day
My primary did a bunch of bloodwork and said she’s gonna read over all the notes she has on me (which a lot are from other doctors) and then we’ll go from there. And that she thinks I have ovarian cysts (PCOS) because I’m not ovulating but I do have “periods”, the pelvic exam things seemed swollen, and I get random cysts all over my body it wouldn’t surprise her that they’re popping up on my ovaries. It’s a real common thing, but obviously unhealthy if left unchecked so. Next I gotta see my OBGYN about it and see what she thinks/get on some kind of birth control
Told her about the bleeding thing too and she was like “Have you ever had a colonoscopy?” “Three.” And she gave me that “AND HOW OLD ARE YOU?” Yeah I know I had them all within a year and they found nothing every single time except blood. It’s dumb.
My entire life is dumb
I’m exhausted now
Today’s picture for invisible illness is a personal one. This is one of about 30 notes that my friend has received since using her handicapped placard. I’m going to say this to you, have you ever seen someone get out of a car parked in a handicapped space and said to yourself “they look too young or they don’t look disabled.” I’m going to go with yes you have, because we all have at one time. I can’t remember doing it, but before I understood the difficulties of invisible illness when I was younger I probably did. Let me ask you this though, when you had that thought was it because you knew with 100% certainty that they weren’t handicapped or did you assume that because of their age and/or not seeing a cane, walker or wheelchair? All I’m asking is that we stop and think when we someone need a mobility aid, park in a handicapped space or say they are disabled that we remember this “DISABILITY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH AGE OR APPEARNACE.” #spoonie #invisibleillness #disability #chronicillness #rheumatoidarthritis #lupus #fibromyalgia #myofascialpainsyndrome
If nothing else, this post needs to be seen around the internet more. This harassment is not okay and no one should have to deal with it on top of having an invisible illness. This is just another form of anonymous bullying to add to the internet bullying these TROLLS are capable of.
If you are healthy, please reblog.
If you are sick, please reblog.
If you have a disability, please reblog.
If you have an invisible illness, please reblog.
If you know someone with a disability, please reblog.
If you are a human being, please reblog.
Let’s spread the word and help those of us that may not look like it.
Ignorance isn’t bliss, ignorance is ignorance.
Sometimes I wake up in the morning and feel so bad that I honestly wonder how I’m still alive at this point
It’s one of those mornings
Whatever disease I have, every so often it likes to rip apart my intestines.
Why is it foods I really like are the foods that set off some kind of flare or stomach attack?
Note to self - Don’t eat corn.
Also can’t eat black olives or potatoes. Or hot food. Not spicy food. Hot. Like, temperature. Warm is fine. Hot will induce problems like, instantly. Lucky me, I like cold food.
I can eat any of these in like, SUPER moderation (like two or three bites I seem to be okay) but otherwise?
"At any given point, you could go to the ER and belong there." -My Doctor talking about the state of my health the past few years
All videos late today if posted at all.
I was pretty okay, then I got up to pee around 11 and 20 minutes after that my leg decided that wasn’t okay and is now on a rampage. I’m full of pain meds, hence why I can type or be online now, but my leg is being a major distraction
All I wanted to do was relax and edit videos today but good luck me
I was able to record for a bit! Hopped up on my medication but, I think the flare is coming down finally. Thank Jesus. Cause I’m so close to the end of Ocarina of Time I wanna plaaaaaaay and not have my leg be falling off
ONLY TOOK A WEEK
It still hurts worse than usual, but in a way I’m used to. And walking is still difficult so there is that
My neurologist’s nurse called me earlier to let me know she talked to the imaging place and they’re getting my MRI results. IDK when that’ll be but it’s progress I guess
Little story for the morning.
There was a woman who was in my pain management group, who was very nice. Her main issue was she had chronic vestibular migraines that were debilitating her. She’d talk about how much they’d make her worry because they were so bad and that the way she described them is why her doctor wanted her to see a psychologist
Turns out she was having strokes.
She had a MAJOR stroke not too long ago, and they realized these migraines of hers were actually mini strokes she’d been having. They found the source of the problem which was a tumor sitting in her heart that was getting pieces of it ripped off and sent up to her brain, getting stuck, and causing strokes.
They’ve since removed the tumor and she’s healing. Fortunately the only damage done is partial blindness and she’s optimistic about that healing.
But this is where there’s a problem with doctors. They’re so quick to label something without even CHECKING it might be something else. The fact she had to have a major stroke for anyone to look further, is dumb. I’m just glad she’s okay.
Also this should be an idea for those who have never had a migraine, how bad they are. She was having strokes and thought it was migraines. I’m seriously like, blown away cause I remember talking to her about her migraines and gosh
Send good vibes and prayers her way if you can. Her birthday was yesterday!
Someone should bring me food because I have the misfortune of having a room upstairs and so far I’ve just being going hungry instead of putting myself through more pain known as stairs.
You can sit on my bed and eat with me while we watch random videos or play a game
edit - ok im fucking hungry and my meds are really upset about this empty stomach im gonna attempt to get down there and eat the fridge
-screaming at doctors-
I had an MRI back in May. And I thought (was told???) everything was normal. But I sent a message to my neuro yesterday and I get this morning “We never got your MRI results” and DIRECTLY FROM THE DOCTOR him saying he’s never seen my results
My chart updated from the med school, this is what the neuro who saw me wednesday said.
And I’m pretty sure I said it felt like my ankle is exploding down in the bone not that my skin is uncomfortable
And apparently I lack coordination. And that’s more important than the pain. not that pain could be causing the coordination problems or anything